Valentine's eve

Tonight is the day before Valentine's day, which for me is a day which holds many negative connotations. Yes, rub it it in my face, I have no one, I am but a half, no better half, just a half. Please re-run the sickening romance movies over and over again, and show the "ring and roses" commercials every 15 minutes. I don't feel shitty enough; please cram it down my throat more. This year I will continue my tradition of watching violent war movies and getting drunk. However, This year I have learned how to make my own alcohol. I made a weird champagne like alcohol that so far is getting me pretty messed-up. I have had about 4-5 glasses, and my eyes are crossed. I just used grape juice, water, sugar and yeast. It fermented for about 2 weeks, and it is quite dry.
So tomorrow it will be "Full Metal Jacket, Jarhead, and whatever else I can come up with. I have suffered through "My Best Friend's Wedding" way too long.