Halloween

I ate candy and drank vodka for supper. Is that so wrong?

Quarters

I received 3 Virginia quarters for change today in three different transactions. Is it a coincidence? I miss you still.

Goals

I haven't thought about this in years, but it came to me this morning. One of my goals after high school was to fake my own death and live in hiding(preferably on an island somewhere). I went so far as to get books and study how to carry it out. It doesn't seem like a bad idea today. So, if I should die mysteriously, you might wonder if I am really dead or just faking it.

Weekend

This weekend, I was dog / housesitting, and went to Andrews, TX Saturday to visit Father Cyril's church, and to see the Bishop again. I don't expect weird / good things to happen, but they almost always do now. Bishop was talking about being open and vulnerable to others, and revealing your true self to others. It really hit me that that was something I needed to do. I didn't say anything to anyone else about it, but afterwards Bishop asked me if I was ok, and he told others there that he had something that "opened my eyes". It is funny, because when I'm in a room with Deacon Mark, Father Cyril, and Bishop Gregory, I don't have to say anything. If I have a thought, or question I just have to think it and they answer or acknowledge it. It still suprises me.

Good Friends

Yesterday and today were really good days. I spent lots of time with good friends of mine - people I love. I feel close to them and I really open myself up to them, which is a great feeling. In particular, I opened up to Lynsie, and she to me. I told her things I have never told anyone. We talked and talked for quite a while, one on one. I don't get the opportunity to talk to people one on one very often, so it was quite a treat for me. Lynsie is a really great person, and I'm not just saying that because she's probably reading this; I'm saying it because she is. She has a tough exterior and a kind heart. I have a feeling that when she gets married, I'll feel like he's not good enough for her, but I probably feel like nobody's good enough for her. Sorry Lynsie, maybe since I didn't say this out loud it won't count.

Odd

Ya know how weird things happen sometimes, like deja-vu and the like? Well that kind of stuff happens to me all of the time now. I was in Brady Saturday, and stopped at a convenience store and it was just me and the clerk there. Usually I start thinking of a reply before anyone says anything to me, and I was thinking of replying to The clerk's question of "How are you?" with "I've been busy today." However, she didn't say anything when I entered. While I was looking in the cooler she said, "I've been busy today. I have had about 500 customers already today." "Wow!", I replied. Then she said, "You were talking about being busy." I was so surprised I didn't say anything. I just kept wondering if I had said I was busy out-loud. Weird.